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Not really fan of this format but apparently people gets confused by keep updating the old Journal lol So let's see how this one work. Commissions info here:

Current commissions spots (no limit) : CorvusCorrax LemonHead42 Keyrn12

For the people who may still care. First time ever, I need to say that commissions are currently closed. I always have been open for commissions, but I need some days or a week(s), to re-evaluate if I will continue doing this or just stop and disappear.

For the people who contact me because commissions or just chat. I want to apologize because I have been absent for like 2 weeks, all because some Medical Emergency. Not mine, but a sibling, so I have been taking care of that in a hospital. Fortunately the emergency passed, and it's recovery time, now I can go back and continue with the pending commissions. Plus, if you want to help me with something... give me more work (commissions) lol, but I must say that since I'm delayed on this matter, it may take a while before I finish all the works I need to do. But I expect is not too much. Sorry for the troubles.

Yep, that's it, I hope you all a happy new year, full of good health, luck and money lmao It's the time to give special thanks to all the people who supported me in 2022, I'm glad that my works are still interesting to you, without you I couldn't be here, also thanks to the people who keep chatting with me here via notes and also discord, I know I'm not exactly easy to deal with, so thanks for bearing me lol

Since a few people have commented (and some even sent me notes) about being surprised about me still be around here, or be alive lol, I will just let you know why this happen. 1st at all, in past years, I have been around here, almost everyday, I never really "left" this site or anything related, basically I have been around the same as always, the only real difference is that I don't upload almost nothing. I still accept commissions, I still work on those, and all that, but I just deliver the commissions directly to the client via e-mail. Most of them are not dA friendly, so I can't upload them here anyways, and the few that I could, I decided to not do it. The reason why I decided to not share/upload anything is that I practically lost the few confidence I had, even more when I started to browse reddit, twitter, not because searching for artworks, but because I started to play some games and when browsing for info or stuff, I always found art related posts, and then I noticed how good some people are now, how much others have advanced, and how good their work is, but in my case, I'm stuck. To this don't help that I still think that my "versions" of several characters I have done are not really good, I still have this in my head, specially when is about anime/manga characters, and they are everywhere, I still believe that when I draw those, the result is BAD. Like, when the pandemic, I started to play (and still do but less time) Genshin Impact, I liked the game and all that, got some favorite characters from that game, but I don't have the guts to even try to draw any, I have seen some awesome fanarts, and I think : "If I even try to draw any of these characters, they will end to be some abomination, a clusterfuck of styles that will just be a complete failure, why waste time and effort on something that I already know I will not be happy with?" I know I will be comparing it with others great works, and I know that I will prefer others instead of mine. And this apply to almost anything I like recently. I automatically discard the option of even try beforehand. I wasn't like this long time ago, I was just probably naive, and didn't notice how bad are some of the works I did, but at least I was optimistic, now that is gone lol , plus didn't help that some years ago, I lost my trust for people lmao and it's the reason why I prefer to just keep the commissions private and only deliver them via e-mail (talking about OCs). So this turned into a wall of text, so to not continue with this boredom: In short, I just lost my confidence in what I do, but even if that happen, I still enjoy to draw stuff, the people who have commissioned me the past years know this, because I chat to them very often, the main problem I have now is... I don't feel like share what I consider bad... and it's because I don't think I do "justice" to fan art. In any case, that's all, I'm still around , I'm fine (health), lurking, and accepting commissions, but don't expect anything to be uploaded often lol